Here's a women-in-STEM kind of trifle, inspired by the well-known image of Margaret Hamilton standing before the absurd stack of computer code it took to get the Apollo rocket where it should go.
We all should remember three things. First, while men did first walk on the moon, women helped get them there. Second, computer programming was once considered women's work, before it gained in prestige and become somewhat of a boys' club.
And, third, there's more than one path to the moon.
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""More than One Way to the Moon"
The picture wasn't
all that impressive at first; just a smiling woman standing next to a stack of
paper, as tall as she was. You found it in your big sister's schoolbook, along
with a sentence. No, it wasn't that impressive. But what was written under it
was.
Arcane symbols scribed in her hand
We would take them
Stack them high past her head.
We would climb them
To the moon.
That was all it took
to reach the moon? To write words about it, stack them up until you had a
ladder of paper that could reach the sky? You could do that. It would be not
only easier than the cardboard-box rocketship in the garage, but more grown-up.
You'd climb there on words.
Words and
"arcane symbols". You don’t know what that means, but you know how to
draw the moon.
So you do.
It's fall, but still
close enough to the summer that nights are warm enough to linger in the
backyard as the sun sets. You don't know how to write "arcane
symbols" nor, truth be told, do you know what they are. You do know how to
draw circles.
That means that you
can draw the moon.
So you do.
Each night a circle,
or a circle with a sliver cut out of it. Those shapes and shadows that some say
is a man but you've never quite seen
that way. It always looked like a broken plate to you, with weird stains that
didn't quite come out in the dishwasher.
No matter. You drew
it.
You drew it every
night. A dozen times. You kept asking for more paper, and more. When it was
cloudy you'd close your eyes and draw it from memory, but when the sky was
clear and the moon was out, you'd stare.
You’d sometimes take the poor handful of drawings, set them on the
ground and, carefully slip off your shoes to stand on them. When you did the
moon seemed closer, bigger, lower in the sky. It felt like you could reach out
and touch it if you could just get a bit closer.
Your mother never
asked what you were drawing. If you were quiet, she was quiet.
Your father never
asked what you were drawing. After his return from work it was dinner, the TV
news, and then bed.
So it was your
sister who found the drawings of the moon, after a week. It was your sister who found all of the
stacks of drawings of the moon, who asked the obvious questions.
"I want to
climb to the moon. Like the woman in the picture."
This lead to
confusion, to explanations, and to her telling you a sad truth.
The woman in the
picture never got to the moon. Not with her own feet. She taught the great
computers at NASA how to get a rocket there, so others could walk on the moon.
So men could walk
there.
"What you saw
in my notebook was a poem. It was about
her struggle to get us to the moon and about how, at the end of the day, she
was left behind. I called it Tomorrow's Moses."
"So you can't
really reach the moon by climbing a stack of drawings."
She shook her head.
"I'm sorry. You're determined. I'm sure you'll get there someday."
It isn't until years
later - that you realize that she was wrong. You don't need to get to the moon
someday.
You already have.
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